Too Much Crap
Ok, so basically this is going to be a bitch session and a getting all the stresses out session. I have too much stuff going on and I am stressing out. It isn't that any one this is a big deal, because it isn't. I am doing fine in everything, but everything together is starting to get to be too much. I guess to most people its not that big of a deal. But to me it is. I've been working at least three jobs for the past year. None of them over lap, but this is what my days look like:
Leave for School at 7:30. Teach until 2:30. Then I go either to OCC (which is a 1/2 hour drive) or to the rink (20 minute drive). Then I am at OCC until 6 and at the rink until 7 on Mondays and 5:30 on Tuesdays. So I pretty much get home around 7 each night. Then I have to translate my lessons, grade papers and figure out what I am doing the next day in two classes. In between this time I also have friends and family who are all asking why they never see me and laying guilt trips on me because I don't have time for them. Well, I'm sorry, but I don't have time for me.
Oh yes, and did I mention I have a boyfriend. Well sorta. He's not here and he doesn't have time for me either, so I guess it really doesn't matter. And on top of all of this, in April I have to start rehearsals for a show that I don't get to see, but get to put in another 10 hours a week of "volunteer time". At least if OCC fires me, I'll have some more time to work for free. I won't be able to pay my bills, but hey, at least I'll have time to make more intricate lesson plans. My head hurts.
Ok I'm done with my pity party. At least by doing this here, no one actually has to listen to me when they have their own shit to deal with. Wow. My blogs are rarely happy. I'll have to blog sometime when something good happens. Hopefully I won't have to wait for very long.

1 Comments:
First of all, OCC (well, Career Ed at least) has never fired anyone. My theory is that you need to come in drunk or with a gun to get fired. I'm not suggesting you try either, but I think you're secure in your job. If you need more time, you'll have to quit. Don't count on getting fired -- not with your skills!
Second, I hope you don't feel that I'm giving you guilt trips about spending your time with me! Sure, I miss not having lunches with you, but I cherish the time I get to spend with you and hope you don't ever feel pressure to hang out with me/us.
Third, if ever I can help with anything, just say the word.
Love yah!
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